Once again I've created numerous problems for myself by being too nice. There's only so much of this I can take, and that line was crossed a long time ago, but I didn't do anything about it because I'm too damn nice. Put it's not getting put up with anymore. Because putting up with it means she's worth dealing with that, and that's saying a lot. I need to have a consisent approach to implementing my policies, even if that means sacrificing some of the things I enjoy. It's a matter of principle. Because I do enjoy her company, but it's just not worth all of the rest of it. So I'm not going to make that effort anymore when I don't have to. I'm just tired of it, end of story, and if you don't know what I'm talking about, then it probably doesn't concern you and we're cool. I just can't tolerate this crap anymore - I've let it sink in too long and everybody's gotten settled in like this is how things ought to be. This is not how things ought to be. Operation zero tolerance is back in effect, and alternate movie night is up and running again, just like before only in my office. Because in my office I make the rules. Because I know I have not the right or the ability to kick people out or shut people up on common ground like the TV room, but in here I can, and I need that. Because there's a certain way people ought to behave and this isn't it. As for you, friend, just think about how you know I feel about these people, and what I do inspite of that. And this isn't just for me. I'm not forgetting about you. So stop by the office anytime; I'm just surprised and mad at myself for letting that stuff happen for so long. You did it to me. I got so caught up in all of that that I didn't see what else was going on. But I see it again now, and I'm done with it. Otherwise I'll go to sleep when I'm trying to tune people out because I zone out when that happens and you'll never see me awake again if I stay around the rest of them.
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