I was never much for holidays, but I swear these holidays are just designed to make my life difficult. Thanksgiving is just a racist myth, and Christmas, well I'm not even a Christian. It used to be that I didn't mind going home. We couldn't stay in the dorm, so I had to go somewhere, and I put up with having to go home. But now I have an apartment that I don't have to leave. Now the only places I ever have to go are to class and to work. I shouldn't have to go home, especially if I do have to go to work. These people just can't seem to get it into their heads that I don't want to go home. I mean, I never really wanted to, but I had to, so I dealt with it, but right now I truly have a desire to not go home. There's nothing left for me there but a bunch of bullshit hassle that I have neither the time nor the inclination to put up with right now. And I certainly don't care to explain myself or anything else to anybody. And I shouldn't have to explain myself to them, it's not like they care anyway. The only reason they ask is so they'll have something to hassle me about. And stupid questions too, that they already know the answer to. Can't people just keep that shit to themselves and let other people handle their own damn business. Yea, I could probably get off work if I wanted to, without an extreme amount of effort, but that's just another hassle. I'm just going to take the easiest road I know and not deal with either of it. There's no good god damn reason for me to go through the hassle with my managers to get off work, just so I can go all the way home and gt hassled about a bunch of bullshit for two or three days when I could be living peacefully and making time and a half without having to take any shit from anybody. It's about time I started doing things my way, and my way is passive and non-confrontational. If you don't like it, you probably weren't worth it anyway. Jesus Christ, I'm pissed off today.